part man, part spirit.

this last week has been a struggle for me to focus truly on what matters.  i've watched grades and ideals slip and frankly have gotten very turned around and confused about what i want in life.   my wife loves me so much and it was hurting her to see me so low and discontent about what i was doing with this opportunity of life.  She and i got passed moments that i'm sure could have caused catastophic currents, and we fell into an embrace.  I have a very clear knowledge of the truth that God has put me and my wife in eachothers paths, not only to make life more interesting and fun- but to at times save one another.  This one embrace, though followed up with kisses and ultimately a full unity, was the catalyst for dissintegrating some of the most potent numbness and anger i've experienced in a long time.  I came out of the numbness to actually feel inspired and envigorated on life and the next day to feeling excited about school and what i'm choosing to do with my life.  God and my sweet, sweet hearted wife never let go of me.  I, almost like an upset child leaving the dinner table to go throw some toys around, then returning feeling much relieved,  was greeted with outstreched arms from Casey and my Heavenly Father.  Since then, in the last hour or so i have felt inspired, and excited for all that await me and my small but all encompassing little family, as i regain my strength yet again, to grab the wheel and stear.